Tag: jesus
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Love Me or Hate Me I’m Not Going Anywhere
You’ve heard of the statement ”when an immovable object meets an unstoppable force”? That’s how I would describe this thing called grief and the creator of the universe who we call God. What I’m learning in my grief over Jake is no matter how much work I put in there is always more to do.…
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That Part Too
There is a lot about grief that is so incredibly painful. As we near the two year anniversary of Jake leaving us there has been a lot that’s on mind. A lot to process or try to anyways. One of the common themes you hear in grief is ”It’s ironic that the one person you…
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I Know You’re Not Mean But Today It Feels Like It
God I have heard it said that a relationship with you becomes real in one of two ways. The first way is when something tragic happens in your life. The second way is when you do or say something that offends me. I find myself present in both of those places. I watched a movie…
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If You Can Hold The Stars
”Stars by Skillet” ”If You can hold the stars in placeYou can hold my heart the sameWhenever I fall awayWhenever I start to breakSo here I am, lifting up my heart If You can calm the raging seaYou can calm the storm in meYou’re never too far awayYou never show up too lateSo here I…
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A Shoulder to Cry On..
My relationship with God has always been a rocky one. If I were to use an analogy to describe it I would say its been like a roller coaster. There has been some high points and some very low points. If I am honest with myself and with you I would say that I became…
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Grief Feels Like..
Grief masks itself in many different emotions until the disguise comes off and you realize its grief. Grief looks like physical symptoms that can cause one to feel sick or cause some type of physical pain. For about a week or so after Jacob passed I noticed that I was having these excruciating pains in…
Reflections From The Wreckage 